Something Special

I found something, something special, hidden away deep within the walls of a man. I found someone who makes me feel like I could do anything, be anything and yet is also in love with me just the way I am. I did not think it was possible to expect everything and nothing at the same time, I feel as if everything here is a perfectly balanced contradiction. I have never felt more safe in my entire life and yet I know that I am completely vulnerable, exposed like I have never previously experienced. I have always believed in the power of love, just had my doubts that its power would ever truly penetrate my life in a way I had seen it do in others. I had always heard that love makes people do crazy things, and although I thought I knew what love was before, I could not have begun to imagine how it takes hold of you on every level possible. My previous notions of being in love were merely the tip of the iceberg, ripples on the surface of what was possible. It feels as if a whole new world as opened up before me, the romantic in me is finally being appreciated. All of a sudden, I am not just seeing the possibility of love, I am actually living it. It is an amazing turn of events, which I hope will continue to blossom forth into an adventure of a lifetime.

Crazy Life...

It's been awhile since I updated this thing, mainly because I am crazy busy all the time. All of my writing has been done on paper, since that is something I readily have on hand. Life has been, to say the very least, crazy. I've been working a new job for about 3 months now, the work is hard, hours are long and the pay is terrible but it is very rewarding. I love helping people, making a positive change in someone's life. I work with people with disabilities, helping them learn to live independently. It is a LOT of driving and conflict resolution. I have to be a million things all in one job, which makes my job very interesting except for the hours of unpaid paperwork I have to do. My phone is constantly ringing with questions and concerns from all the people I work with, I basically feel as if I am on call 24/7 because I am not good at denying people anything. For the most part if I have something to give, I will give it. Actually even if I don't have it to give, I will try to find a way to get it so I can give it.